Twlight and Waves of Unresolve

Hot blood pouring over my hands. I knew I should have stopped when the hits began to feel spongy. The ocean shifted the metal gaint left and right. People are screaming but I no longer hear them. I feel the hand of M.Ps grabbing at me, but neither can muster the stength to pull me from my victim. I punch one last time, this insures that the man will never have children with his wife again. I hear the crack before I feel the pain. The nightstick may have fractured the skull, but I only feel a split second of intense pain, then ....nothing........
Tonight brought many old feelings to the surface. The scarest thing was that I enjoyed it. The loss of all self control. Before I was caught by th explosion, all I could think about was killing as many of the hired guns as I could. It was my fault though, I should have expected the flash bang before they threw it. My mistake almost cost Sari her life. When we left many were dead. We brought the one survivor back with us. J'ai eu plaisir à battre toute les information que nous sommes sortie de lui. J'ai seulement souhaité que je pourrais l'avoir battu davantage. All well. He did provide us with the stepping stone we needed. A few clicks off shore is the ship we are looking for. I can already feel the rage building from the approaching ocean waves. I want to kill them all. The guards will be the worse part. They will more than likely hear us coming. I will try to get a long range sniper rifle with silencer so I can take the inconspicuous ones out. But, what I really want is to wrap my fingers tightly around Ling's neck and squeeze until all the veins in his skull burst. He is the cause of all of this. And for that I want to murder him horribly. Je ne lui permettrai jamais de faire un pas devant un juge et un jury.

Not again

Not again. As the day closes the rest of the team is in the research area. We traced the carrier ship back to the South China Sea. That means I'm going to be on a boat, again. ......Ahhhh. I don't know if it is the smell of iodine or the shifting of the ship that enrages me. Je suis français la mer n'est aucun endroit pour moi. Joining the Navy was a mistake for me. Because of that mistake a imbécile will never live a normal live, again. The moron didn't know when to shut up. I only hope the coma he was in for a month gave him time to reflect on when not to cross people's lines. I don't know what to do. I think I have some nerve pills stored at home. I'm going to need them. I, also, need to pick up two bottles of scotch before I leave. God, knows that I would never find any in that South Pacific hellhole. I still can't find those damn brass knuckles. I need to find a pair before we ship out. I better get back they will need to head to the hotel soon. Pourquoi est-ce que ceci doit arriver à moi ?

Progressing slowly

Today the team did not slow me down. I noticed the way they interact and it is interesting. The woman is good at dealing with the public nicely. I will stand back and let them do things their way for now, but this IS my city. Leads are coming quickly now. The local pd is getting ready to send a fax of a new asian gang sign. I blame Sakura Travel for making it so damn cheap for asians to fly into the country. The bastards fly in, start gangs, and then the human shipments begin getting out of control. Oh, the fax is coming in......... I don't recognize it but the geek and the woman should have no problem tracking it down for me.
.........Ahhh, last sip for a while. It's going to be a long night.

First Impressions

I meet the new team today. I'm not impressed. The woman, Sari, seems to have a problem. At times she seems shaky and requires help from the man named Sam. Ce type est une piqûre ignorante ainsi elle semble. I not fully sized him up yet though. Cependant, la femme peut avoir un problème de drogue ou un autre désordre. Mais, la compagnie ne lui a pas encore mise le feu ainsi elle ne doit pas être sérieuse encore. Time will tell. Seung est un type asiatique. He's problemly some type of technical support, but I havn't had the time to read his file. The last is a guy named Trance. Typical american hippy name. This guy is geek by all standards. Quand la merde frappe le ventilateur, il mieux ne pas obtenir de ma manière. Je ne serai pas sa garde d'enfants. After, introductions we started the case immediately. There was going to be a problem a the docks with the harbor master, the woman intervened before I dealt with the jackass my way. She is quite good at getting things done. However, before we left it looked like Sam had to carry her out because of her weakness. This isn't good. If a team member can not do their job at 100% then other get hurt. Damn, it's four in the morning and they will be back soon. I found the home of the family of a victim, tonight. Nothing was happening there. We will check it out tomorrow. I need a drink......... Ahhh, the scots aren't completely useless. I need to get a nap in before they get here. I will be the only way that I can deal with these people.

Stuck Again

It has happened again. The company is dumping new people on me. Why can't they just let me work a case my way? I give everything I am to this place and I only ask for a little leeway in return. Est-il diable leur probleme ? I have no parents, wife, or enfants to numb my thoughts.
Anyway it is the same old story; dead bodies and a psychic was among them. The bottle of scotch I keep in my desk keeps me going. Without a sip during the day, I would go crazy and kill everyone in the office. But, still the office is better than going to an empty house. Maybe this new team that is on its way won't be to bad. Still I need to be prepared to break away and keep somethings from them if I need too.